life update!

1. officially hate chinese new year! after being away from chinese new year for 2 years, i almost forgot how it's like. i am not enjoying any of it at all. i don't mean i hate my relatives, it's just seeing my relatives remind me how old i am getting. my younger cousin is giving me red pocket money! HA! and he already had 4 year old daughter! i am so not staying hong kong for new year next year!

2. mentally sick of so many people and things. there are things that pple have done i disagree for million reasons. all i have to do is to pretend i see nothing, hear nothing, feel nothing. i am trying to be as emotionless as possible. as high EQ as possible.

3. couting down the day for another challenge. to be honest, i am freaking scare and nervous. i know i am lazy and not good enough for that. i tried. i wish i could be all alone and dig into whatever things i wanna discover. anyway, life is too short. its worth for a shot!

4. please stop playing or singing or fucking humming the song Ponyo anymore! i am not interested in the movie and i am not planning to watch it. in a 45 minute bus ride, the kid behind me playing that chorus out loud from a cell phone for the fucking 45 minute non-stop. from not knowing the lyrics, till able to sing and memorize it.

5. still haven't watch red cliff. which i dont think i am planning to watch it anymore. still wanna watch the curious case of benjanmin button. still waiting! by elimination, i watched Yes Man! i wanan watch it when i was in nyc during christmas, unexpectedly hilarious. good theme. we must live our life. i am trying to live my life in every single minute. sometimes, i lost. after watching this movie, i am now addicted to Munchausen by proxy & Zooey Deschanel's Yes Man.