april

following the end of April. all the dramas are officially closed file. sometimes, i don't understand why were all these dramas have to happen in april, it seems so long for me this year's april. finally, in less than 35 minutes, its May.
whatever i encountered this april, it's a bubble in a bath.

dream is over. all i need is a quiet May, leading me to my Europe trip in solitude.

love begins when one ends.

linger.
my hair turns red again. the color fading with a sense of lavender smell.
the softness reminds me of your gentleness.
momentary love is the most precious.
i am enjoying my romantic solitude.

romance

it was like one of the movie scene happened in venice. i sat down for a coffee before rushing to work. it was a beautiful day with the sun shinning through the glass windows. i picked a seat with a comfy sofa, facing the street, busy people noisy cars. he smiled. we both talked in our second language. trying to understand each other hard. we laughed. life is full of unexpectation.

'sorry, i gotta go.'
'hope to see you soon.'

we all need some romance.
let's kiss.

i miss my ps shoes.

life is dramatic.
i feel good this afternoon, life is beautiful.
i feel bad now, life is dreadful.

Gran Torino

it's not the first time that i watched clint eastwood's movie alone. last time was million dollar baby. feel good to watch a movie on my own, havent do that for a long time. it's an amazing movie. the lines are great, actors are great. plot is great. i was laughing so hard in the first half of the movie, people kept turning their head and look at me to see who the hell this girl was laughing about. 'come on, Hong Kongers, please dont just read the subtitles, listen to what they actually say. the slang they use. it's so freaking funny.' ( of cos, the foreigner sitting right behind me was also laughing like mad, just like me) well, can't believe i end up crying at the end of the movie. it's sad. tears dropping. time stops.

i like the little episode that i encountered at that addidas concept store today. maybe next time.

my blueberry nights

almost forgot this movie, until someone told me cat power was in it. she is sexy, mysterious, captivating. i wish i am chan marshall. i will never forget who bought me the first cat power cd. The greatest.

try not to comment on norah jone's acting. i like jude law a lot, especially with his manchester accent. british accent simply sounds so sweet to me. the scene of jude law and chan marshall. it's just love. i love the kiss. ex lovers loved. sweetness melts in their lips.

BB

psychologically pregnant.
wanting a baby boy.
blue eyes, red hair? or dark brown eyes, black hair?
according to the news, sooner or later, we can create our baby. by choosing the color of their eyes and hair.
how could we be God?

Missing Jesus.