leave me alone.

are you ready to let go the past?
am i ready to leave?
are you; am i ready?

i don't feel love nor hatred.
i feel the sadness in our eyes.
it's perfectly fine to say no.
it's absolutely alright to say goodbye.

i am a legless bird.
i refuse to land, once i land, i have to learn how to fly all over again.
maybe i am woodstock, who keep on trying to fly, but end up hitting the window.
sometimes, we forgot to ask ourselves one very simple question,
'are you happy now?'

sadness in our eyes.

i am sorry, i feel old.
i am tired of mind tricks. either yes or no. there is nothing in between.
i am here to search for happiness. stop looping yourself into my life.
i am not here to rescue you from your past.
neither do i need you to rescue me from my past.
i dont have any past. i am currently living my own life.