I AM STILL ALIVE!

I FEEL FINE!
I AM ALRIGHT!
I AM PERFECTLY FINE!

BEING A PK MAGNET IS NEVER AN EASY ROLE. I HAVE ENOUGH OF THAT!

FROM THIS MINUTE ONWARDS, STOP HANGING OUT WITH JERKS!
THIS IS THE ULTIMATE MISSION FOR 2008!

安息

在sigur ros 的音樂下，人自然變得沉重。我不停地重覆問自己同一個問題，「為什麼我感到失望﹖」昨夜胸口的痛，已記不起是多久之前的事。大概一年前，胸口間中都有陣痛。以為得到了免疫，但畢竟，我始終都是一個愛動情的那個，情一動，心便痛。

又是時候，重新學習如何疼自己。

又一次，安息吧。

terribly upset at the moment

sometimes, u just feel gloomy for no reason. when the bad mood nerve is clicking, there is no way to control over it. this is how i feel now.

why would everyone worry our relationship now?

maybe, i know the answer from my heart.
don't get attached. this is what everyone said.
can i do that? yes and no.

we got on the thruway at like 90 miles/hr. suddenly, there are cars keep running behind us, pushed us to speed up even harder. at this time, i think maybe we should pull over.

i am terribly upset at the moment. waiting for the pills to kick in.

當這地球沒有花

突然衝到了頭上。不知什麼原因，我有點後悔。我該還留在los angelos，好讓他想我多一點，緊張我多一點，回來了，兩天後，又像回到了原點。我在兩者之間找平衡，中間點在哪﹖我又想出走，好讓思緒一一整頓，把所有發生了的，不該發生的也拋走。才剛開始，為何便已經要我嘗苦了。別人也千叮萬囑我，別玩得過火，如今傷害到的還不是自己﹖算罷，不想再想，不想再寫。是我不把愛當作一回事。

就似熱湯 懷念烈火 

纏綿頭發 苦戀被窩 

遺憾甚么 期待甚么 

當樹林也 孤立無助 給樹熊爬甚么 

空著兩臂 為你而留座 

當 赤道留住雪花 眼淚融掉細沙 

你肯珍惜我嗎 

如浮云陪伴天馬 公演一個童話 

當 配樂遺下結他 畫布忘掉了畫 

請想起我 如綠草 當這地球沒有花 

就算日出 忘掉霧水 

鯨魚病了 都想渴水 

讓那暴風 柔和地吹 

假若離去 只為團聚 給病人留藥水 

不斷吻我 讓我能甜睡 

how does it make you feel?

This is what he said,
'I have a problem that I cannot explain
I have no reasons why it should have been so plain,
Have no questions but I sure have excuse
I lack the reason why I should be so confused, I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you, Left a message but it ain't a bit of use,
I have the pictures, the wild might be the deuce,
Today you called, you saw me, you explained,
Playing the show and running down the plane, I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you, I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you, Around you, Around you..'

so do i.

矛盾

一星期前，一直在想著想著，
如今，三十六小時後，見面。

想，不想﹖這一刻已沒有答案，彼此間的那份忽冷忽熱，令我這巨蟹座感到萬分的不安全。

很久沒有這份不安，三十六小時後，希望我倆也感到幸福快樂。

love actually

好像戀愛了。
hehe...。


只是好像，但又真實。
真的是像霧像雨又像花。

2008的第一個不快

喉嚨痕得要死。咳得要死。

the rule for the first week of 2008, no more cig.

delay no more. in 8 days, gotta be coughing no more. sick no more.