maybe.

how do you take the word 'maybe'? it's positive or negative?
one day, maybe.

i don't know what am i writing now. maybe, i am lost. maybe, i am not.

this is a loop. keep asking the same question, is it right? is it wrong? should i move on? maybe.

have been thinking so much lately. is it a trap? why can't we human being be more honest to ourselves? i have been very honest to both of them, but somehow, maybe, they are hiding something. or is just me being too sensitive? maybe.

to be honest with you guys, i am pissed. not just because of that bizarre triangle or even rectangle, everything else, but not myself.

everyone is starting up a new blog, new life. i am going to stick with my blog here, cos no one read it anyway. it's just me who keeps writing shit to remind myself of all the mistake i have made.

i gotta be honest to myself. what do i want. i wish i know how i feel. maybe.

"It is part of the definition of feeling that it is born in us without our will, often against our will. As soon as we want to feel (decide to feel), feeling is no longer feeling but an imitaion of feeling, a show of feeling. This is commonly called hysteria. That's why homo sentimentalis ( a person who has raised feeling to a value) is in reality identical to homo hystericus." Immortaliy -Milan Kundera

life is short. to be loved.