i woke up in the middle of the night after that 'nightmare', i was working so hard in my dream, feel like it did happen. my face was flushing with tears. how did that happen? after all, i am all alone by myself in this room, with a mr. bean teddy sleeping beside me, once again, i am into the dream.
'I ask myself why i bothered to live all those years when I didn't leave any trace of myself with anyone. What's left of my life? Nothing. Agnes, nothing Bernard was thinking of me, that I was present in his head, that I was alive in him. Because for me that's the only real life: to live in teh thoughts of another. Otherwise I am the living dead.' - Immortality, Milan Kundera
I am not Laura nor Agnes. I am sadie, a living dead who lives her own life.
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- sadie
- A tomato couple: A couple of nothing, but share the same thing. They look like each other, but they may taste differently from one another. Some are sweet, some are sour, some are bitter......I am one of the tomato, waiting for another tomato, turning into a couple. Waiting can sometime be wasteful, wait, waste. Time is waiting, wasting time. Yes or no, come and go, I am just a tiny tomato, looking for a right one to be a couple. I dun want neither a miracle nor a hero. I only want my beloved tomato.
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You have a Mr Bean teddy! You know what, I just gave one to a gal who has left for the States about two months ago, but I have doubt on whether she appreciates that...
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