i am a loser.

my life is all fucked up in the past 2 weeks. there are things that you shouldn't do. once you have set the bottom line. you gotta stick to it. dun ever try to go over it. never. once you have stepped beyond the bottom line, you will find yourself fucking lost. this is how i feel now. i am totally torn. in this coming week, i have to make a decision. a decision which will change my life again. everything gotta start all over again. i wish i never be borned. i don't fucking belong to any part of this fucking world. i am going to leave gently, without a notice. vanish in the air.